Feeling so much loss.

Today I was at my mom's putting on some finishing touches before it's first official showing this Tuesday. This whole process has been so hard. Walking through my childhood home practically empty, trasformed into what will become a home for a new family was unreal. I remember playing campground in the backyard with my sisters and making a fake campfire. I remember going back to the creek and exploring the garbage and the clay back in the woods. I remember the barbeques and extreme badminton.